Nireackyn's Fantastic World

郁闷的上海之旅

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在徐家汇等的士居然等了一个多钟头

手机没电了已经空格

又欠费打不出去

联系不到公司的司机

要不了多久公司的人也联系不到我了

又是晚上

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哎

当时别提有多郁闷

不过还好后来被我抢到一辆车

才得以回到酒店

要不让就完玩儿了

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最近好忙

好忙好忙

手上的事还没做完

就又扔两三个任务下来

根本没时间停下来

感觉老总连我们吃饭都在浪费工作时间似的

日

习惯被拒绝的人会先拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种防卫叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切

你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配
为你在狼狈

你不爱我
你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命给也是浪费

你不爱我

是我舍不得
是我不配
和命运作对
你不爱我

你真的不爱我
一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备

要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你从不在意我的伤悲
丢给我一些喜悦的碎屑
却带走我一切

一直以为
我是后卫
原来只是
那后备

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猛的发现

原来我是个没有朋友的人

以前看过一说法

说如果能一次说出5个以上好朋友的名字

那说明你人缘不错

可我

一个都说不上来

我是个孤独的人

没有朋友

到底是你不“爱”我

还是我不“爱”你

想找多交些朋友

可是不知道该怎么去做

我是如此的自闭

我只生活在自己的世界里

过着有电脑就等于有一切的生活

没人涉足我的社交圈

没人帮我

没人“爱”我

我渺小到连自己都无视自己的存在

We could be together  
Everyday together  
We could sit forever  
As loving waves spill over  

The moon is fully risen  
And shines over the sea  
As you glide in my vision  
The time is standing still  
Don’t shy away too long  
This is a boundless dream  
Come close to me my reason  
I’ll take you in my wings  

We could be together  
Everyday Forever  
We belong together  
Further seas and over  
 
In the garden of the sea  
I see you looking over  
With my wistful melody  
You leap into the water  
It is no breaths sighing  
This is the mermaid song  
The singing of my sisters  
The sea has drown for long

昨天在酒吧,处于好意过去跟那个孤独的外国人打招呼

我说"Hello~,i'm Nick"

他妈的,他居然给我来一句:"Hello,I am not gay"

靠,真想对他说句:"FUCK YOU!"

但还是平静心下来"Do I look like a gay??!!!"

我日!!!!!

从来都没这么郁闷过,

估计他是有碰到过Gay的经验

所以反应才这么大

不过后来我们还是聊的很开心.

不过被人说是Gay,还是很郁闷啊!!!!!

娘的!

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up
See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you
What's wrong with being selfish?

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize (realize)
After you there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
that I'm the only one for you So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish,
So what's wrong with being selfish...